post camp fever

yesh.. im having the post camp fever!! i miss camp! i miss adventure! i seriously gotta find something productive to do during the holidays.... any outings just call me! =)

dang results! my results isnt up to level yet... well at least its better than before.... time is something i lack right now and next year's SPM!!!! shit! better start brushing up on my studies or i'll suffer in form 5....

i think i should just let go..... i beginning to doubt if it'll be successful..... i keep day dreaming...... ITS NOT GOOD! i remembered once when i was day dreaming in the lrt and then ended up going to miharja instead of cheras.... u see how misleading it is! damn! i seriously gotta get back into the real world.....

damn it.... i just thought about you..... and you.... ahhh!!! this is NOT GOOD! its either one or none... pfffttt.......

i'll just wait for whats installed for me...

till then... good nite! =)

kapoof

second chance? no such thing... my second chance is GONE... ahhhh whatever....

i tot u were my friend... but was wrong... what happened? no comforting words.. no words of wisdom.. no words of encouragement.. NOTHING... anyhow.. i forgive ya...

so where to now?

what should i do?

carry on with life of course.. no use crying over spilled milk... what is done is done....

let it be~

my life moves on...

move along~ move along just to make it through...

time to go to a corner and curl up into a ball and scream....

maybe i should just sleep off the disappointment...

anyhow... have a good day.... or night..


~~
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man~







disappointed kid~