its two thirty in the MORNING....

hello ppl! yea.. i've been addicted to awesome quotes lately.. yea.. u might have already noticed it... =) i got it all from this site>>>> http://www.famousquotesandauthors.com/

u should check it out! =)

All American Reject rocks! woo hooo!

funny ones..

B.I.B.L.E. = Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth.
-Anonymous-

Leisure time is when your wife can't find you
-Anonymous-

Condoms aren't completely safe. A friend of mine was wearing one . . . and got hit by a bus.
-Bob Rubin-

Everybody should believe in something; I believe I'll have another drink.
-Anonymous-

The best way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once.
-E. Joseph Cossman-

I've always been well liked. I was so popular in school, everybody hated me.
-Anonymous-


LOL.. such awesome quotes! haha.. =)

more quotes!

Don't let other people tell you what you want.
Pat Riley

What one has to do usually can be done.
Eleanor Roosevelt

As long as I have a want, I have a reason for living. Satisfaction is death.
George Bernard Shaw

I want to do it because I want to do it.
Amelia Earhart

Above all things have devoted love among yourselves, for love covers a multitude of sins.
Bible

A genius is one who shoots at something no one else can see-and hits it.
Anonymous

To hope is to enjoy.
Jacques Delille

Extreme hopes are born of extreme misery.
Bertrand Russell

Nine-tenths of wisdom consists in being wise in time.
Theodore Roosevelt

What can't be cured, must be endured.
old saying

Respect is love in plain clothes.
Frankie Byrne

Never let go of that fiery sadness called desire.
Patti Smith


stay strong~~

ka poof~~

im officially
crushed..
disappointed...
hopeless...
failure...
f'd up beyond all recognition..
back-stabbed...
double-crossed...
etc etc etc..

what am i lack of? what does it have that i dont have?

i thought i had it... yea thought.. but wadya knw? i f'ing screwed up.... i always said to myself.. never give up, never give up.... but now im lost.... im not sure whether to give up or not.. the feeling just wont go away.. God help me! guide me.. teach me how... what should i do? i feel so lost... im sorry everyone for posting this emotional post but heck.. thats what im feleing right now.. i've never been this disappointed before... its by far my worst breakdown ever... and if ur reading this post... its not your fault.. dont feel guilty about it... i kept thinking whether this would be a stupid thing to do.. and yeah.. it is.. stupid rite? is it worth it? i have no idea...
anyhow... my feelings for you is still strong.. the feeling started since last year.. as time passed, it grew... grew stronger... it developed over a year.. i have expressed my feelings for you... i waited.. waited waited... i was actually waiting for nothing at all.... waiting for empty hope..
its like hoping for winter in malaysia... but apparently, someone came and took her away from me.... someone who i looked up to.. i was back-stabbed.. double-crossed... u knew about it.. but kept quiet.. and made me look like a fool... true.. a fool i was... i was jealous at first.. but then it grew and it became hate... i never liked hating people... but this time i cant help it.. i know its wrong to hate and be jealous... but im trying my best not to.. why is this always happening to me? this has got to be the 2nd time.. the only difference is that this hurts even more than the 1st.. i dont mean to condemn anyone here.. nor demand something from you... im just here to express my feelings... thats all... im sorry u have to read this utter crap.....

as i was typing this, i had a flashback of the times we had together.. eventhough we werent actually together.. i enjoyed it... there were times when we we're together but u didnt notice me at all... i was nobody.. a stranger... if u were ashamed of me.. im sorry..
when u said "we're still friends" i knew at that point i've failed.... but i my hard head kept trying... u made me do unbelievable stuff... stuff that i cant believe... ur amazing and still are...

i still have no idea what to do.. should i? or should i not?

and the best part is... my own brother sided them.. my brother who i turn to for advice.. ive been double back-stabbed and triple-crossed... i thought i could count on you.. but i was wrong... i was never right.. im a fool being fooled= an uber foolish person....im such a fool... at least there are still friends who i can count on to assist me.
Tan.. we've been friends since primary 1.. it has been 9 years..... our friendship still stands strong... i thank you for being there for me when i needed help...

ive planned to call her... and now im doubting whether to go on with my plans... if i do... what should is say? if do what will she say?

pimples reaching to the surface of my face like molten lava trying to burst through the surface of the earth....

i asked my friend whether if i have a chance with her... she said 'no'

all of this must mean something...

God must be telling me something.. i know theres a message behind all this...
i still cant find out.. still lost as ever...

the time is 0424 hours... i cant and wont sleep until all the feelings in my heart is expressed...

im doubting u'll ever see me again after reading this...

for your information...

the hard headed,foolish, stupid, clueless,double back-stabbed, triple-crossed boy is still waiting for "the" reply...

ive decided... keep moving forward.. im a loser if i give up without trying..

the time is 0431 hours...

its very late... i should be sleeping now...

i shall end here with some meaningful quotes...



Faith is the continuation of reason.

William Adams


Patience is the art of hoping.
Vauvenargues

Make yourself necessary to somebody.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.
Anonymous

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
Hermann Hesse

Where the willingness is great, the difficulties cannot be great.
Niccolo Machiavelli

He that can have patience can have what he will
Benjamin Franklin

Whenever you are confronted with an opponent, conquer him with love.

Mahatma Gandhi



the time is 0500 hours

good morning!

i know ya'll be wondering why is Jeremy still awake?? ok i dont even know why im still awake....
holidays holidays.... can u believe it? just a snap and its wednesday.. crap...
my daily routine is kinda sucky... example..
wake up
eat
computer
eat
computer
eat
tv
computer
eat
computer
computer
computer
sleep

so lifeless rite? uggh! anyone got plans to go out? any outings? call me if theres any.. =)
i miss someone rite now... yes at this very moment.. i miss someone...

i feel like....... nvm...
i think i'll end here... =)

now what?

holidays la what else...
yes!
no!
one week of fun... not!
year end exams is in the end of september...
wake me up when september ends... haha...

anyways... school was fine today...
everyday i kept asking myself the same friggin question..
when? who? why? how....? im always asking myself that....
cause without you things go hazy...

imagine all the people.........
living for today......


a rough idea of what im going through right now....

16 more days till i turn 16! yes!
add maths hw.. no!
tuition.. no!
holidays.. yes!
one week without you.. no!
wallet empty... no!
a rival.. no!

ratio of yes to no is 2:5


now lets talk about hugging... why? cause thats the 1st word that came into my mind...
so... how long has been since i last hug?
new years day... sad huh... ?
hugging feels nice.... its like a medicine for everything... when your down.. hug someone or something or anything... lol... especially a big soft squishy soft toy.... hahaa... hugging someone shows that you care for that person... or u just wanna squish them.... lol.. i dunno la... im making this up as i type... correct me if im wrong... =) so think again.. (quote from nat geo..) haha.. =)
the world is just awesome! (discovery channel slogan)

darn internet connection...

see ya soon ppl! =)

where is the love?

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
Now ask yourself

Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love?

Sing wit me y'all:
One world, one world (We only got)
One world, one world (That's all we got)
One world, one world
And something's wrong wit it (Yeah)
Something's wrong wit it (Yeah)
Something's wrong wit the wo-wo-world, yeah
We only got
(One world, one world)
That's all we got
(One world, one world)

what now?

i dont know at all........

thinking of it just destroys my mood.......

seriously....

help me....

i need YOU.........

when?

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cut the emotional craps...

so ok... where was i...
yea... my day was normal but at one point my day sucked dramatically..
so lets not talk about it...... fire! yea fire... i bought a magnesium fire starter... super cool i tell ya!
=) annual dinner was awesome! and i have to type my post mortem and my committee report...... ish... ppl are talking to much.... classes are getting sadder by the day... what a life!

hectic.. preposterous!

this is what im feeling...

manic Monday
terrific Tuesday
weeping Wednesday
terrible Thursday
flipping Friday

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

summarized version of my day..

i had a freakin deja vu today...
my jaw dropped.......
saw an unimaginable sight..
heart pounded like a ferrari..
and etc etc etc
what a day....

is it worth it?

can somebody tell me...
is it worth it?
to or not to.....
im thinking.........................
im thinking..............................
im thinking.................................

forgive my craps... =)

anyways.. i've tried stamping some slips today... it aint a pretty sight but hey.... practice makes perfect... imma gonna perfect the art of stamping! and chopping... lol... =) its a new day tomorrow... hoping for a beautiful flawless day... =) hope...

gotta go! nites... =)
salut! Tschüß! Ka kite ano.. Do svidanja...Cheerio...Vi ses snart....God be with ye..

hohoho

hey ya'll! im back! =) last friday, i bought a new flashlight... =) its the best flashlight i've ever used! seriously.. its like carrying the sun in your pocket.... =) haha.. and yea... im also the new head for the printing committee.. =) weeee.... =) i have so many things to do now... ive got moral kerja amal, english oral, and loads more... dang... and its august already! shit... too much time wasted.... time to switch to study mode kononnya.... =) anyways.... annual dinner's this saturday... almost done collecting the cash...

p's concerned,

ANNUAL DINNER

Venue: Boulevard Hotel, Wild Rice Restaurant, 9th flr
Time: 7 pm - 11pm?
Date: 08.08.09
Theme: hats or any accessories on the head. hair clips, flower, etc....
Attire: smart casual... NO SLIPPERS, NO TORN JEANS, NO SKULL CAP

dang man.... phua and i will be the emcees that day.. dang! i dont know wat to say.... shoot! i need some ideas for a shory ice breaker or game! argh! can anyone help me?

we'll i guess i gotta go... =)
au revoir! =)